I guess, I’ll starting to make this post series. If you read my last post, which is on April 2019, You will notice that I’m not in a good condition mentally. I tried to solve the problem by stating and visioning my long term goals. One of them is getting the OSCP certification, which is up until now, I haven’t tried to achieving it. The problem is not that I’m not motivated enough to do all the necessary activity to achieve those goals, but I just don’t know whether that was what i really wanted back then (even now) and don’t feel rewarding. that’s why I stuck.
To solve that, I started to questioning myself a bit more, deeper, and even asked for helps. Sometimes, I feel utterly useless, desperate, and even doubting my existence in this world. Plus, I’m not a good social person, you can imagine how sucks that period was. Well, I’m not going to tell it more. The point is, I need really to plan my day to day action, so I can change my habit, !! I realize what makes me really happy is by achieving something what I want, it doesn’t have to be something big. Just a simple recognition, congratulation, or even treat for myself after I finish some simple and easy task/course. Because, for me, those things is soo much satisfying. Just do the simple thing first and consistently!
Here is my plans for this month :
- Wake up early, do some exercise before going to office.
- Complete 1 book, ( I will complete Sapiens by Harari this month, and write it on goodread/this blog so I will feel rewarded )
- Cook my own meal.
- Complete basic android and data science course, get the certificate, and post it on linkedin (i’m not aiming big, im just taking the simplest courses this month).
- Exercise after office, my plan is just to run on treadmill before going home from office.
That’s it. !!